| I hate you for everything I could never bring myself to do.

We were a revolution on your bed, contemplating everything that passed through our heads. Now you're coming down like a storm and the thunders never sounded so loud.
You'd mean so much more if I remembered. That whole part of my life, like a heap of imagery.

And i don't want to hurt you, but its all I've ever known.
On a long enough timeline, the survival rate for everyone drops to zero.

I took some pills and ended up somewhere near your apartment. I lost control, and so they took control. They did it, they did it...
My time in those hospitals makes it impossible to walk back through those doors. I couldn't possibly witness anymore.

And if I got lost and wandered off, I cant say id have a problem.
you can go wherever you please, but its the insides you can never leave.

Well I'm not stoned, I'm just fucked up. I got so high I can't stand up. I'm not cursed cause I've been blessed. I'm not in love cause I'm a mess.
So maybe it doesn’t really matter if you wear your heart on your sleeve or if you lock it up in a box away from the world, because in the end, everyone gets hurt.

Theres no where else in the world like the peak of freedom. |
| |
| Im crawling out of my skin in hopes to find a better shell to belong to. (I took that)
|
| |
| demons are like obedient dogs, they come when they are called.
|
| |