| I hate you for everything I could never bring myself to do.
We were a revolution on your bed, contemplating everything that passed through our heads. Now you're coming down like a storm and the thunders never sounded so loud.
You'd mean so much more if I remembered. That whole part of my life, like a heap of imagery.
And i don't want to hurt you, but its all I've ever known.
On a long enough timeline, the survival rate for everyone drops to zero.
I took some pills and ended up somewhere near your apartment. I lost control, and so they took control. They did it, they did it...
My time in those hospitals makes it impossible to walk back through those doors. I couldn't possibly witness anymore.
And if I got lost and wandered off, I cant say id have a problem.
you can go wherever you please, but its the insides you can never leave.
Well I'm not stoned, I'm just fucked up. I got so high I can't stand up. I'm not cursed cause I've been blessed. I'm not in love cause I'm a mess.
So maybe it doesn’t really matter if you wear your heart on your sleeve or if you lock it up in a box away from the world, because in the end, everyone gets hurt.
Theres no where else in the world like the peak of freedom.
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| Im crawling out of my skin in hopes to find a better shell to belong to.
(I took that)
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| demons are like obedient dogs, they come when they are called.
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| I think it’s a problem that people are considered immoral if they’re not religious. That’s just not true. This might earn me some enemies, but in some ways, they may be even more moral. If you do something for a religious reason, you do it because you’ll be rewarded in an afterlife or in this world. That’s not quite as good as something you do for purely generous reasons.
It is now that you will recognize the monkey for who he truly is: he is you without social constraints. A slave unchained. He is you without the worry of what other people think. He is what you want to be, not what your parents, friends, lover, boss and God want you to be.
I did just because i couldn't think of anything i'd want less. I did it to free myself from the culture we're so trapped in.
You were laying on the carpet
like you're satin in a coffin.
You said, "Do you believe what you're sayin'?"
Yeah right now, but not that often.
I guess I'll pack up my mind
It took so much effort
Not to make an effort
Oh, what a flawless design
I wasn't always a burden, yeah once i deserved this.
I wasn't always so tough, i used to love you, once.
Life just was too much, i couldn't take the eyes any longer.
I could have my mind erased
And still not know exactly what I don't already know
The universe works on a math equation
that never even ever really even ends in the end
Infinity spirals out creation
We're on the tip of its tongue, and it is saying
We ain't sure where you stand
You ain't machines and you ain't land
And Jesus Christ was an only child
he went down to the river and drank and smiled.
And his dad smiled down and laughed as the world began to slowly crash.
i gave you my all but you took just as much.
i thought i could give you more of me but turns out it isn't mine to give away
cant control it cant return it, i am all i am not.
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